Cold as winter, cold as you

Now im losing all my patience and my time, for you. Even with all the hell you’ve gone put me through. Play the victim, play your fucking games. Play the fool, and im the one to blame.

How could you think for a second, you would get away with this. And at the time it seemed this was all I wished. Take this all close to heart, how im losing confidence. Its funny that you think I could make amends.

Its so funny how you’d destroy everything for nothing (x2) For nothing

So fool yourself into thinking that I actually care. And im sick of this mask you always wear. The fact is you can’t even live with your sin. You lost your mind, so you can never win.

You said love is what you have to show. Last time I remembered, you were fucking cold as stone. And this whole mess is what you called home. You can’t live with the fact that your alone.

Don’t have sympathy for me cause. I don’t give a fuck, what the fuck you have to say.

Wear a disguise, that follows all of your lies. Fake promises is what you made this whole time.

And you thought this would go down easy. You were ignorant if you thought this would. Just know that no one cares for you. You fucking bitch, you are nothing to me.

Song I wrote today, in all my anger <3

Hmm. Let’s try this one.

idigpink:

If you’ve ever felt worthless, fat, or ugly, reblog this. If you’ve ever had suicidal thoughts, attempted suicide, or self harmed in anyway, like this. I promise, I’ll send you an ask. A real, heartfelt ask.

(Source: ceneejewell, via collinthecat)

The Captains Log

And I told you, to run so far away from here. I told you that this would be the death of me. Sinking further, sinking further into the ocean. You are such a hollow man.

This life is a storm in the midst of the waves. In a sea without a landing bay. So chaotic, yet so honest. We are on a path, moving onward.

We still push forward and crash against the waves (x2)

Practical we see nothing but our own demise. Yet we still refuse to live our lives. On a sinking ship so lost out at sea. Yet I still believe in anchors to hold onto me.

No more, I’ve sent this ship to sea. This life will not be the death of me. I believe in so much more, and I will finally push forward.

Why don’t you run?, you know this will kill you? Why don’t run away. Problems have plagued you still you carry on. How can you survive the day.

I wont run away anymore. I will finally face this storm. Pull up the anchor, sail to sea. Ill face this world it won’t kill me.

I’ve pushed forward, through the waves. Carry on (x2)

No more, I’ve sent this ship to sea. This life will not be the death of me. I believe in so much more, and I will finally push forward.

Struggles consumed me, and i’ve failed before. But now is not the time, ill fail no more. (x2)

This is an open door This is an open door

So, I was feeling it and wrote something. Tell me whatcha think. P.s im addressing myself in it when I say run away